Every annoying problem has come up today in the library. I need to get out of here! Gah!

yo

So that anxiousness I have been feeling lately is practically gone. I feel so much better! And happy. Very content :)

For Eric

I don't know what made him pop up in my mind, but he did.

You are such a miserable person and I am so happy I don't turn to you in moments of weakness anymore. I didn't enjoy your company. I just liked attention. But I don't need it from you anymore.

Anyway, these past two days have been really odd.

And I don't feel like explaining the situation that just happened in the library, but the moral of the story is...should I take harp lessons?

I'm in a glass case of emotion

I feel like I have way too much going on in my mind right now. I'm overwhelmed with everything. Funny thing is, nothing is negative. Everything is positive just new...and it's all happening so fast and I just want the thoughts to slow down.

Working at the library, I have way too much time to think. I need a distraction.

out there

I feel that I'm much more adventurous in my life right now than I have been in the past.

And it's fun! And I'm excited.


But then I started second guessing myself and freaking out, and I'm ultimately deciding that I just need to be cazh and calm down. And stop worrying. Let things happen on their own.